At the midnight hour, when I was in deep slumber, abruptly
my cell phone started to buzz, disrupting my sleep. I felt too reluctant to
attend the call. I took notice the number which appeared not only unknown to
me, but also an international call. With much apathy I attended the call. From the
other end, the voice appeared too feeble. I said, ‘Hello’, and in return, the
person on the other end said, ‘Am I talking with Debasish?’ I said, ‘Yes, may I
know who you are speaking?’ He said, ‘I am your Sir.’ I felt utterly flummoxed.
I said, ‘May I know your name please?’ He said, ‘Yes’. Then he said his name as
well the country from where he was calling. I was extremely excited. I could
not believe it was my Dear Sir who was really calling. His voice made me
utterly nonplussed! I could not believe that it was my Dear Sir talking with
me! I said, ‘You please freely express your concern Sir. I am too delighted to
hear your voice which I was craving for a long time. I have seen your videos in
the digital media, but never got the opportunity to talk to you directly. I still
cannot believe that I am talking with my most adorable mentor. May I know Sir
what circumstances has induced you to call me like insignificant people? How did
you get my number also?’ Sir said, ‘I got your number from your social media
profile. I am too delighted to come across the news that you have been selected
for an international award for your literary works. I personally wanted to
congratulate you my dear’.
I have received plenty of calls from many of my well-wishers
and friends. But, this particular call clouded me with an inexplicable
euphoria, more than the news of the award. At the same time a bite of
conscience also creeping in my mind at this present hour that Sir has to call
me to congratulate, prior to my deliberate interaction with him to offer my
heartiest tribute to him! It is because of my Sir, who taught the nuances of
writings, shared his experiences and wisdom, and nurtured my faculty with due
care, offered me with wings and having immense faith that one day I will fly,
soaring high and high. To be very honest that precisely for his endeavor, today
I learnt so many intricacies of life and able to translate those at ease, by
virtue of which I receive plenty of accolades from various walks of life. But,
it my Sir who taught me everything very passionately and continuously supported
me. Sometimes he expressed his vexation, taking notice of my flaws and expressed
his sadness that why he was not beside me to rectify my errors in my writings. It
is truly a boon of internet that despite we never met each other, neither
having any physical intimacy; I can feel his presence and blessings always with
me. Amazing digital media! I am indebted to digital media for providing me a
true mentor who is surely a rare species altogether! By virtue of internet we
exchange our views and he consistently helped me to enrich science, English as
well modern management techniques. He is a man of great repute across the
world, but his sense of humility is like an axiom for many to follow. Right from
the beginning I come to know about him and interacted with him, he showered his
affection to me, patiently taught me the nuances of values and how to nurture
scientific vision. He forced me to hone my skill in writings, having enormous
faith on me that one day surely I will be a prominent writer who will be
acknowledged for his hard work by many.
When I received an esteemed award, my Sir never hesitates to
interact with me, expressing his elation for my achievement.
I felt truly ashamed
and repented why did not I call him first. However, when I was hearing his
voice, I felt literally overwhelmed. I said, ‘Sir, how are you? Are you fine?’
He replied, ’No, I am ailing. I don’t know how long I will be surviving. Would you
mind to visit me once? I have a strong desire to meet you physically.’
I am a person from a developing nation and my Sir is from a
developed nation. Naturally there is a gulf of difference in terms of economic
status and ability. I struggled a lot to pull out my livelihood. Award might
have fetched fame, not wealth. Yet, I unhesitatingly answered, ’Yes, surely I will
be meeting you within a week.’ I know it is too difficult to procure such large
sum of money as well the documents required for travailing abroad in a short
span of time. But, to me, my Sir is most precious, for whom today I am largely
praised by many. The only person who has transformed me into a different species!
I could feel the immense gravity of the external world which having the
potential to change even ones D.N.A.! Thought- itself a material force and how
unity of thought can make our ambiance with a huge difference!
However, I immediately took all necessary measures to
acquire all the requisite documents for traveling abroad and eventually I boarded
a flight. After few hours my aircraft touched the city where my beloved Sir dwells.
After checking out from the airport, I boarded a cab who has navigated me to my
Sir’s house within one and a half hour. The people whom I encountered in my Sir’s
house they all are amazed to see a stranger like me. When I explained to them
that I am coming from India and I wish to meet my dear Sir whom I am aspiring
to meet for a fairly long time, with much surprise I observed all members whom I
faced are familiar with my name and the warmly greeted me, enabling me to reach
the room where my Sir is lying in bed and he appears truly ailing severely.
When I first utter, ‘Sir, how are you? I am Debasish from
India, your most obedient pupil,’ he stared at me with a debonair smile on his
face. His face is glowing with sheer contentment and pride. There after he
closed his eyes. Only tears of joy are rolling down on his cheeks. What a
graceful face! I never have seen such saintly gesture in my life. Suddenly I felt
he breathed his last breathe!
Abruptly my heart is clouded with utter despair. I just now
lost a person perpetually who will never address me as ‘Dear’! The only word which
has transformed me into a different species! He is the Steller out of whose
light I glow. He is like a Sun with immense potential to construe a milieu of
his own and we like many have no other choice apart from rotating around him to
be enriched by his energy, only to substantiate our existence in a unique orchestrated
fashion where he enable us to make our own signature.
I am terribly petrified, apprehending the eventual
transformation of my Sun into a black whole and our world will how follow
collapse! But, having the potential too, that in due time, with accordance to
heat and pressure, it can once more explode like a big bang, producing new
waves and sound! A new solar system will be evolved with new design and new
dispensation. Who knows how it will evolve and what grandeur it may offer? Celestial
misty is truly an enigma!
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